hush

hush now.. What's the matter?
Sometimes you just want to be found, but no one's looking.
There always comes the moment, the most dreaded moment when you know old friends have left you, forgotten. People come and go..but never stay for long enough. Life has changed..it goes on..but what are you gonna do, give up?
Well, you can moan about it, regret it, but nothing's gonna change; you have already tried before to hang on to the hopeless, to keep alive a flame that had long ago died. On the other hand, you can keep all your treasured memories behind and look ahead, look out for all the new faces that you are yet to meet. There are truly amazing unknown friends out there. … Don't regret the past, be excited for the future.
You know your life is as bright as you let it be, so open up the curtains, let a smile take over.
Maybe it's a question of wanting to be heard, wanting to be noticed. Is there an use for that anyway? Is there? You know drop dead well it's just an useless call for one self's pride. To be noticed..for what? I’ll tell you for what.. to simply.. have an understanding hand to hold on to, to be able to open up your heart and not being afraid of showing what's inside, to know someone cares, deeply cares for you, and sometimes..sometimes to merely be held, when all you need is a hug. It's so simple, as simple as that.
It's true you do your best to always there for others, but when the moment comes that you need them you won't find them... 'cause no one likes a frowning face.
But do not fret about it...it's just the way life is. Surely one day you'll find someone who cares back...and won't be scared away. All hopes are set high, don't let them fall, keep them up there, they light up the sky in the night.
Cheer up, please, smile, it's not worth it to be sad, life is brighter when you smile. ...Maybe you'll light up someone else's life.
29.12.2009