19th

Well, todays was just a special day, that comes around once a year.

nothing unusual, nothing strange, just a little older that's all.

It was special indeed, but I've learned it has to be not because people make it so, because when I have so many expectations about it, I'm always disappointed. But it has to be special because I make it be so, because it's my day, no matter if people remember it or do anything about it. Nevermind. It's special, it's mine.

Thank you though, to all wonderful people who remembered and made me feel loved, it really makes it a lot more special, and means so much to me.

I'm really blessed..I made it till 19.. and thot I wish it wouldn't happen, because what's gone is gone and I'll never get back to being 18 or 17 again. Well, everything ahead is still uncovered, it's got to be even better,. God surely has great things ahead..I just have to enjoy each moment knowing it'll never come back.